Thoughts of A Female
Friday, April 06, 2007
A hurtful sms !
It was the most bloody msg i've ever got in my life ..!
i dont know why the fate kept on reminding me of him ..!
First, Some papers for his uncle and the voice of his uncle ..! then, the bloody sms i got from a friend, a forward msg saying that he is engaged !
When i read the msg the very first thing i felt a coldness in my blood, tears inside my eyes, fast heart beats ..! then, I couldn't hold myself .. i called my best friend seeking for sweet words but she coudln't although she tried and tried 7abeebty but no one ever could makes me forget him ! I went back to my room, took the baby position on my bed and started to cry & cry & cry & cry with some words to strengthen me "estagfar Allah" and "la 7awal wala Gowat ela be Allah". After few minutes, i felt that i can go back to my family and pretend as if there was nothing and give them my fake smile as usual.
It is an amazing fate. When i calmed down i started to ask myself, Is it a test from God to see if i am honest about my new path in life? Is it a test for me to see how patient i will be? well, all what can i say is that God loves that man because if there was some other girl than me she wouldn't stay calm and do nothing. I bit that girl won't hesitate for a minute to take revenge in any way. For me, I didn't even cursed him "ma da3ayt 3alaih" bas ma agool ela Allah yesam7a 3ala ely sawa feeny ..!
10 Comments:
You have my deepest sympathies.
Thanks alot for ur sympathies and the best thing in this world is that you meet people every day that can make you smile :)
uffffffFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. I know how u feel. *cries*
:(
One day he will receive a msg announcing your engagement .
Ooouuuch !!
enigma
ahhhhhhhhhh it really hurts even if u r not with him anymore :( but what we can do :/
blue dress
thanx alot for these few sweet little words and i know that God saving for me something great that will make him regrets what he had done with me
evilknievel
yeah a bigggggggggg OUCH
To get a msg like that is easier than a msg " ana batzawaj " 2 words , just 2 words !! ya3ni etha ma dareetay ana agoolich !!!
شر البلية ما يضحك
I told you before , and I am telling you again. you deserve someone better than him.he was clueless o ma 3aref sheno yabi be thab6 ! bel kuwaity " thaye3" so I'm sure that ALLAH loves you when he took you out from this relationship .
I hate myself when I became helpless . walla I felt your pain and I searched for supporting words at that moment but as you know I was with a group o el kelma ma7sooba 3alay :|
Love you always:*
:'(
ra-1
yeah what happened gave me the sad face at that moment but inshalla it won't give it to me forever
wild_mare
wallah i know what u have been through and i know that u always try ur best to be with me whenever u can :)
love ya my dearest friend :)
Sometimes I wait for more than a week or so to check ma SMSs... Bad history
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