Thoughts of A Female
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
The Story of My Life
It hits me just now to write somethings about my life ...
My life is so simple, sometimes i feel that i love my life and other times i feel like hating it. I guess this is life for all of us. God !! i really don't know why do i hate my life sometimes. I am a spoiled kid seriously! i have everything a girl may wish for. I have never asked for something and i didn't get it since i was a kid. Here when sometimes i think why do i hate my life and i have everything that most of the girls envy me for!! Just let me list for you what I got:
1. A family who loves me
2. A great Health, il7amdullelah
3. My family trust
4. 2 best friends who really means alot to me
5. A great degree
6. A great car
7. A good job; till now :)
8. I travel every summer and whenever i want
9. I go out whenever i want
I really don't know what a girl could ask for more?!! hmmm, wait a minute ! A guy, the guy is the only thing i miss in my life. I have never been in a good relationship and all the time i was the victim, not because they didn't treat me well but its me. I was the reason for not being in a good relationship, either by being with the wrong person or by refusing to be with the right person and in both cases i am the one to be blamed and not the guys.
Sometimes, I stay with myself and think what do i wish to have. It takes time from me and at the end the result one score ! the only thing i wish for is to marry a man who loves me and respect me. But as they say, no one gets everything he/she wants in life.Finally, i realized that i have to say il7umdillah for what i have and never complain. I learned this after along time of pain and sorrows that i put myself in.
Life is a big smile to me now, and its not a big lie like before. I started to look at that bright side of life and I smile :) so, I wish that all people reach this level and to reach it you have to remember that the only one who is going to help you is GOD and no one else
My life is so simple, sometimes i feel that i love my life and other times i feel like hating it. I guess this is life for all of us. God !! i really don't know why do i hate my life sometimes. I am a spoiled kid seriously! i have everything a girl may wish for. I have never asked for something and i didn't get it since i was a kid. Here when sometimes i think why do i hate my life and i have everything that most of the girls envy me for!! Just let me list for you what I got:
1. A family who loves me
2. A great Health, il7amdullelah
3. My family trust
4. 2 best friends who really means alot to me
5. A great degree
6. A great car
7. A good job; till now :)
8. I travel every summer and whenever i want
9. I go out whenever i want
I really don't know what a girl could ask for more?!! hmmm, wait a minute ! A guy, the guy is the only thing i miss in my life. I have never been in a good relationship and all the time i was the victim, not because they didn't treat me well but its me. I was the reason for not being in a good relationship, either by being with the wrong person or by refusing to be with the right person and in both cases i am the one to be blamed and not the guys.
Sometimes, I stay with myself and think what do i wish to have. It takes time from me and at the end the result one score ! the only thing i wish for is to marry a man who loves me and respect me. But as they say, no one gets everything he/she wants in life.Finally, i realized that i have to say il7umdillah for what i have and never complain. I learned this after along time of pain and sorrows that i put myself in.
Life is a big smile to me now, and its not a big lie like before. I started to look at that bright side of life and I smile :) so, I wish that all people reach this level and to reach it you have to remember that the only one who is going to help you is GOD and no one else
4 Comments:
I am really happy for you sweetie. I can see a new person in you with a new soul and heart. allah yetamem 3aleech ya rab o yahdeena ma3ach :)
el7amdillah !!
Most of all u're now happy and feeling content and secured ! which is GREAT ! :D
I WISH U THE BEST OF LUCK AND SUCCESS IN UR LIFE ..
God bless u and Fill ur soul with COMFORT AND JOY for now and ever !!
AMEEEN .. :)
sorry for my late comment .. cuz o used to be the first to comment here .. :) ..
:) i know what u mean...one of my friends, whos very dear to me, taught me to always say "Al7amdulla" so i say it more than often... it does make me feel much better... i always believe maybe its better that we dont get everything we want..sometimes i think God doesnt give u something becuz he knows its better for u...:).. stay happy:) and believe in urself more;).. u desreve only the best
wild_mare
3asa allah ya36ech ma 3a6any.it is true when they say that Hajj brings back as a new born baby and this is me now :) a new born baby struggling to live in this world :)
breeze
thanx sis for ur wishes and i wish u the same wallah and u dont have to be sorry because u r late, u're always say the best words even if u r late :)
sweetd
thanx for ur sweet comment and it was really a great one :).il7emdillah is a word that opens the door for happiness. Once u r statisfied with what u have, u will walk on the road of happiness.
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