Thoughts of A Female
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
50 Things I Hate about Me .. !
1. Doesn't know the next step
2. No specific hobby
3. Lazy "maly 5elg shay"
4. Like to sleep alot
5. Hate sports
6. Don't wake up quickly
7. Hate vegetables
8. Addicted to coffee
9. Over sensitive
10. Cry so quickly
11. No Loyalty to my things like "car, room, and some other stuff"
12. Could be deceived so easily
13. Read a book and doesn't finish it
14. Go on a diet and feel bored
15. Give up so easily
16. Streches for a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time when I first wake up in the morning
17. Talk about other people and feel sorry for doing it
18. Spends money alot
19. Day dreamings alot
20. Mood swings
21. Unorganized
22. Buy movies and Albums and never watch it or listening to it
23. Fall in love easily
24. Fear confrontation
25. Talk loud in arguments
26. Don't say NO for anything for anyone
27. Unsociable
28. Postpone alot of things
29. Hate all kinds of animals
30. Get angry so easily
31. Always like to be the top in everything and feel sad if i didn't
32. Dreams effect my day more than reality
33. Worries alot
34. Stubborn sometimes
35. Don't do manicure and Badicure on a monthly bases
36. Have plans and never implement them on time
37. Looks to what others have
38. Trust people easily
39. Cover others mistakes and give up on them
40. Never saved a fils
41. Like junk food
42. When taking my clothes off, I throw them on the ground
43. The maid do everything for me even my handbag and my travelling bag
44. Afraid of Death
45. Shy
46. Hate to look at myself in the mirror outside my room
47. Never carried a makeup bag
48. Never forgets what other people did to hurt me
49. Hate Seafood
50. DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF POSITIVELY
2. No specific hobby
3. Lazy "maly 5elg shay"
4. Like to sleep alot
5. Hate sports
6. Don't wake up quickly
7. Hate vegetables
8. Addicted to coffee
9. Over sensitive
10. Cry so quickly
11. No Loyalty to my things like "car, room, and some other stuff"
12. Could be deceived so easily
13. Read a book and doesn't finish it
14. Go on a diet and feel bored
15. Give up so easily
16. Streches for a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time when I first wake up in the morning
17. Talk about other people and feel sorry for doing it
18. Spends money alot
19. Day dreamings alot
20. Mood swings
21. Unorganized
22. Buy movies and Albums and never watch it or listening to it
23. Fall in love easily
24. Fear confrontation
25. Talk loud in arguments
26. Don't say NO for anything for anyone
27. Unsociable
28. Postpone alot of things
29. Hate all kinds of animals
30. Get angry so easily
31. Always like to be the top in everything and feel sad if i didn't
32. Dreams effect my day more than reality
33. Worries alot
34. Stubborn sometimes
35. Don't do manicure and Badicure on a monthly bases
36. Have plans and never implement them on time
37. Looks to what others have
38. Trust people easily
39. Cover others mistakes and give up on them
40. Never saved a fils
41. Like junk food
42. When taking my clothes off, I throw them on the ground
43. The maid do everything for me even my handbag and my travelling bag
44. Afraid of Death
45. Shy
46. Hate to look at myself in the mirror outside my room
47. Never carried a makeup bag
48. Never forgets what other people did to hurt me
49. Hate Seafood
50. DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF POSITIVELY
Saturday, April 14, 2007
10 GooD Things about Me .. 10 Bad Things about Me
10 Good Things about Me ...
1. Calm
2. Eager to learn
3. Generous
4. Helpful5. Good Listener
6. Straight Forward in dealing with people
7. Honest
8. Cute :P
9. Knows what I want
10. ................................................... I DON'T KNOW ..!!
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10 Bad Things about Me ...
1. Sensitive
2. Spends Money alot
3. Shy
4. Unsociable
5. Too Romantic
6. Dreamy
7. Coffee Addict
8. Spoiled
9. Get angry easily
10. Give up easily
P.S: I have found that writing my bad things is much easier than writing my good things ..!
Saturday, April 07, 2007
أحلامي
سوف أقوم من اليوم بكتابة أحلامي و كأنها حقيقة
سأعيش تلك الأحلام و كأنها واقع
سأبحر في أعماق بحار أحلامي
سأغوص فيها
و أشكلها بيدي الصغيرتيين
و أحفظها بعيني و قلبي
و أعيشــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــها
اذا قمت بهذا كله، هل اعتبر مجنونة أو عاقلة؟
Friday, April 06, 2007
A hurtful sms !
It was the most bloody msg i've ever got in my life ..!
i dont know why the fate kept on reminding me of him ..!
First, Some papers for his uncle and the voice of his uncle ..! then, the bloody sms i got from a friend, a forward msg saying that he is engaged !
When i read the msg the very first thing i felt a coldness in my blood, tears inside my eyes, fast heart beats ..! then, I couldn't hold myself .. i called my best friend seeking for sweet words but she coudln't although she tried and tried 7abeebty but no one ever could makes me forget him ! I went back to my room, took the baby position on my bed and started to cry & cry & cry & cry with some words to strengthen me "estagfar Allah" and "la 7awal wala Gowat ela be Allah". After few minutes, i felt that i can go back to my family and pretend as if there was nothing and give them my fake smile as usual.
It is an amazing fate. When i calmed down i started to ask myself, Is it a test from God to see if i am honest about my new path in life? Is it a test for me to see how patient i will be? well, all what can i say is that God loves that man because if there was some other girl than me she wouldn't stay calm and do nothing. I bit that girl won't hesitate for a minute to take revenge in any way. For me, I didn't even cursed him "ma da3ayt 3alaih" bas ma agool ela Allah yesam7a 3ala ely sawa feeny ..!