Thoughts of A Female

My birhtday is on the way and i dont want it to come because i am going to be older :( I want to be a child again. I had a perfect childhood unlike my teenage years and my adultry years. When i was a child noone ever could hurt me. Since i became 18 and start dating, God it is really painful when you are looking for real love and you never find it till now!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it possible that for 12 years Mr.Right never showed up?!! Is it possible that my non-Kuwaiti friends much better than any kuwaiti i have know while i was searching for a new love everytime. And now within few days i will turn 31 and i am fed up with all men. 5alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas i dont believe in love anymore and i dont believe that there is a good kuwaiti guy with a way of understanding how really some of the kuwaiti girls good. The problem is that Kuwaiti guys think that all the Kuwaiti girls bad, well if they have faced such kinds of girls then they have to blame themselves and not the girls. If any Kuwaiti guy find a bad Kuwaiti girl, then he should look to her background, either she has been betrayed by a jerk or real deep problems in her social life especially with her family! So plzzzzzzzzzzz dont blame kuwaiti girls and if u r going to plzzzz check the history of the kuwaiti guys and what they have done to the girls in general.

May be some guys say "la et3emeen" ok i agree, but i have never seen a good one !! the bad girl always have a good man and the bad man always have a good girl. Do you think ya kuwaiti guys this is fair?!!! No it is not !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not at all you always leave a good girl for a bad girl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is this fair ?!!!! wallah 7aram bas agool 7ag ely yesawoon chethy kafwkom

I am posting these thoughts while watching a movie " Perfect Catch". I have many thoughts going on my mind since i felt my femininity. For example, perfect love-perfect man- perfect family. Mainly, all my thoughts were about perfections i have never thought that i may not accomplish one of these thoughts. oh yeah right!! Now i am 30 and i have never found the perfect love or the perfect man and for sure did not build the perfect family. i thought when i started my current relationship that i have found the perfect man of my life but sure not. i know that we all have weak points and we may do mistakes but there is nothing called the perfect love or man. I dont know why all what men think of when u talk to them sex, sex, sex, sex, sex .. oh i won't stop if i keep saying this word. the way he talks about it makes me hate it. men ask women to understand them and appreciate them .. understand their mentality .. understand their need for sex when they talk about bla bla bla all the polshit talk BUT when we, the females, want to talk about what we care about which is more mature, men says that we are stupid and we are driven by our emotions. For me, the way my guy (i doubt it) talks to me makes me hate him or let say hate to talk with him or see him. I hate when a man talks to me because he likes my body or my look (i'm not that good looking) and when i try to let him understand that i am not interested in what he is thinking, he get mad and he thinks that i am a kid and have no mind to think (although i am older than him and have higher educational degrees than him). i really dont understand the way men think, and it seems to me that men dont understand how women thinks. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh God Is there something called "the perfect catch", i dont think so :/