Thoughts of A Female

I am posting these thoughts while watching a movie " Perfect Catch". I have many thoughts going on my mind since i felt my femininity. For example, perfect love-perfect man- perfect family. Mainly, all my thoughts were about perfections i have never thought that i may not accomplish one of these thoughts. oh yeah right!! Now i am 30 and i have never found the perfect love or the perfect man and for sure did not build the perfect family. i thought when i started my current relationship that i have found the perfect man of my life but sure not. i know that we all have weak points and we may do mistakes but there is nothing called the perfect love or man. I dont know why all what men think of when u talk to them sex, sex, sex, sex, sex .. oh i won't stop if i keep saying this word. the way he talks about it makes me hate it. men ask women to understand them and appreciate them .. understand their mentality .. understand their need for sex when they talk about bla bla bla all the polshit talk BUT when we, the females, want to talk about what we care about which is more mature, men says that we are stupid and we are driven by our emotions. For me, the way my guy (i doubt it) talks to me makes me hate him or let say hate to talk with him or see him. I hate when a man talks to me because he likes my body or my look (i'm not that good looking) and when i try to let him understand that i am not interested in what he is thinking, he get mad and he thinks that i am a kid and have no mind to think (although i am older than him and have higher educational degrees than him). i really dont understand the way men think, and it seems to me that men dont understand how women thinks. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh God Is there something called "the perfect catch", i dont think so :/